Friday, April 19, 2013

Where Have You Been?

"Where have you been?" is a question I get asked every few months when I've fallen off the internet grid. I must say that I'm not so great at balancing my life just yet, so I'm still neglecting things sometimes. One of those neglected things is my blog. I've made a few posts here and there but I haven't been into it as much as I was earlier in the year; and that mostly has to do with the mismanagement of my time. Whenever I say I don't have enough time to do the things I want to do or I can't manage something I always receive certain comments. These comments are usually along the lines of how much I have going on and how much I'm overreacting. But that's just it - I have a lot going on with no proper method of managing any of it. That within itself makes me really overwhelmed. 


What I'm sharing with you is not my usual musing about fashion and beauty. This is just me being real with you guys who read my blog and who watch my videos. My body is tired. My brain is tired. Overall, I am moving aimlessly through the motions with no true understanding of where all my time went. Occasionally, I say if world leaders and entertainers and school teachers can be great at what they do while running a household/travelling/keeping a hobby then what am I doing differently? I procrastinate... A LOT. I also try to take on too many things at once. Maybe if I did tasks as they came along and focused on one thing at a time I'd get it all done and excellently too. I think I'm going to try harder to find some focus. I'd love to share that journey with you but I'm not sure how I will. I guess when I begin to improve, it will shine through here on my blog as well.



Anyway, thanks for listening and I'll see you very soon.



Peace, Love & Blaze,
Afayah

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